A long, long time ago,
on a blog far, far away (seriously, it was two domains ago,)
I wrote about contentment and flow.
Honestly, it’s been a long time since I felt anything close to content. Not a long, long time. Just a long time.
Which is why recently, a sense of enjoyment in my regularly irregular routine — a not-stressed-out-feeling which I hear some other people have all the time — has been rocking my world.
I’m building a life that’s good for me. It’s not the most mathematically advantageous. I’m enjoying the work of improving my parenting skills. I recently got addicted to coffee, and some days I’m feeling way more bummed out than content.
But I’m liking that this feeling keeps cropping up. It makes me feel like I’m doing something right. Like I’m finally at a place in my life where I can build rather than repair.
Life is not a straight line. Nothing is static. My contentment, like my income, will ebb and flow. But it’s nice that the tide is finally coming in after a long while. Hopefully it’s not too fleeting.
Speaking of irregular income…
You may remember that last month I rocked my income goal for the first time ever. (Though I’m not even half a dozen months in.)
I’m sorry to report that I didn’t quite hit my goal this past month, doing a great disservice to H.E.R.
I sincerely apologize.
But, two things. First, not every month is going to be consistent when you’re freelancing. It was awesome to hit my goal last month and fun to try again in September, but I’m not going to beat myself up about not having it consistent yet.
The second thing is that last month was FinCon, which is one place where I pick up work, but is also so action-packed that it’s impossible to really get work behind the keyboard done while I’m there.
While I was at FinCon, I had a lot of great conversations, making both new friends and new business partners. It will pay off in time; September just looks a little funky because of it.
Nicki Minaj and Queen Bey are inspiring me this month:
I’m really hoping I can get there again. Given that it’s Day 2 and I’ve lined up more than 50%, I’m feeling like it’s not an unrealistic intention.
But we will see friends!
How have you been doing with your income goals?